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On Hold
I'm tired of hearing
An imitation of your tones.
Telling me you aren't there.
5 rings,
and before it gets to the beep,
I hang up.
No use in unheard voicemails.
I look out my window
And I can still see you
Leaning against "your" car
Waiting for the 5 minutes
That tides us over for another year
Or more...
So precious
Now a distant memory
What's next?
Do I forget your face
How you would smirk to hide the smile?
Or how about the cadence of your voice?
Soft and sure?
Or should I just keep calling?
Counting the rings
Praying that I don't reach the number 5
But instead reach you.
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Just a Thought
Unexpected and confusing
Endless hours and the sun finds me
With the same questions.
How would it feel?
Tracing your cheek
Down your arm?
Finding your hand?

Full of surprises and secrets
The moon smiles on while I listen
Still as stone
Caught in the stories
Of a wounded man
Yearning for more.
All my desires, my fears
Float on the night wind
Just to find you
Speaking for a lost girl
Wondering how it would feel
To kiss a wounded man.
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I'm proud.
To say that you are my friend.
Through the hate,
Because it didn't matter.
What they dreamed,
What you dreamed.
Your heart led you.
And still does.
My tears unshed,
The fear swallowed.
So that you can go on.
And fight for what you love.
While we wait
To see you home.
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Mature content
What I Love About You :icondreamerzsonata7:DreamerzSonata7 2 8
Mature content
Empty Love :icondreamerzsonata7:DreamerzSonata7 1 3
What are you?
It doesn't make sense to me.
How someone so genuine, so unique
could possibly be human born.
You keep drawing me closer,
When all I want to do is stay where I'm at.
It's comfortable, it's safe.
But with you...
anything is possible.
By your side,
I start to dream again.
My mind wakes to the timbre of your voice
Yearning for more.
Needing more.
Heaven sent.
Human bred.
Utterly unique,
An angel.
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We won’t have another chance. So please...
Tell me you want me, so I can beg you to kiss me,
Just like we dreamed,
Just like we wished, miles apart.
Tonight we will make each fantasy a reality.
Tonight we can blame the wine and beer
(We both know it’s a lie.)
Tonight is our little secret,
No reason for him to know.
No reason for three hearts to be broken,
Three dreams shattered.
(They say ignorance is bliss...)
Tonight will be our first and last love.
What a lovely dream we live tonight…
Together at last,
Until dawn breaks the spell
(So that’s how Cinderella felt. So rushed…so desperate.)
And when that hour comes, let’s smile and shake hands.
But when I walk away, I know my heart will stay behind,
Forever with tonight.
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Mature content
Hurt :icondreamerzsonata7:DreamerzSonata7 2 2
I want you
I gotta have you.
I need that hot touch, tracing my face my neck…
I have to touch you, put my hand over you heart, just to know we are alive.
And together.
This flame is burning me from the inside out.
This hunger increases each day,
And demands to be sated.
There is no reason for us to wait.
When it’s obvious we are aching,
Wanting, needing each other in every possible way.
So take my hand
And lead us to Eden.
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I miss your ghost smile
It’s there and gone,
But I still got you.
Don’t deny it.
I miss the tough words
How we never follow through.
Proof that you’re there,
and I’m here.
I miss Breaking Benjamin
And I miss you.
But I’m too scared to ask…
Do you miss…
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Cross My Heart
Wrapped in white lace,
And sealed with a kiss.
(Keeping it together,)
I’m sorry about the damage.
Does it bother you much?
(It tortures me.)
It’s not much,
But it’s all I have.
(Can you mend it…)
Please cherish my heart,
It’s in your hands.
(Or hope I die?)
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When Night Met Day
Who would of thought…that sparks would float silently in the breeze while we talked? Who noticed the stars twinkling with secret knowledge through the night...Not me.
And who could have imagined our endless laughter? Who would have imagined that lovers could be clueless about their own heart’s desire…Not me.
When was the last time someone was held like you hold me? When was the last time intimacy was shared without a single kiss stolen or word spoken…Who knows.
Who would have thought that true love can grow under the strangest circumstance?
Who could have imagined the passion burning endlessly…
When Night met Day?
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Your goodbye never left me.
Instead it filled me with tar
I can't breathe...
I don't want to.
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Just one word
And I fall
To my knees.
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Foolish Dreamer
What are you thinking?
When did you change?
Why did this friendship go sour?
You thought there was something…
More than this?
Can’t we just be?
It’s not complicated
But you still persist…
Stubborn fool.
What do you want me to say?
I love you?
Kiss me?
Quit dreaming.
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I don’t you think you understand
Just what you mean to me.
There’s something to be said about a man,
Who can make a girl feel free.
Free from this world.
Free from expectations.
Free from pretenses.
Running wild, being alive.
That is the precious gift your love brought me.
But you still curse yourself
Thinking you aren’t what I need you to be.
I need you the way you are.
I need this just as is.
I need you to run away from me,
And give another girl your precious gift.
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It's About Time
As a hand brushes, unfamiliar,
it creates a pause,
teasing a lure,
I notice the change in myself.
Humility isn't the same
as having no pride,
much like confessing to yourself,
when there's nobody else to confide.
Do the old temptations
fail to find purchase,
because something new has
filled the void?
My mind is like a club,
blunt and heavy,
with a weight of presence,
and a door that is opened selectively.
A subtle heart worries
its own and others,
self-taught in emotional grace,
still learning when and how to use force.
The world as I see it is changing,
rippling, swaying where flexible,
cracking and crumbling otherwise,
it all radiating from my intent step.
Setting in motion
a tomorrow I can face,
without a shroud of disgrace,
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Sirens blare, warning of the approaching twisters. I can't open my eyes to scan the horizon for danger. It's like they're glued shut. What sounds like a roaring train engulfs my senses. It feels like I'm being carried, jostled. My neck kills me with every bump. Was that why I couldn't move? My arms were trapped. I heard the sound of people speaking in the distance and tried to scream out for help, yet my voice did not come. I couldn't see. I couldn't move. I couldn't speak.
I wake with a start, panting for breath and staring at an unfamiliar ceiling. My hair is drenched and I attempt to reach up to my face in the relief that it was a dream. The feeling around my wrists strikes me oddly, as they're bound to each side of the bed. A sudden voice causes me to turn my head and I immediately regret it due to the excruciating pain that stabs as a result. The agony causes my vision to blur.
"You're very lucky, you know."
The man comes into focus, slowly. I strain to hold my neck still as I reg
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A golden-red glow on the horizon heralded the coming Sun. It was a warning call to the darkness that flooded the streets and rooms of the city. It was time for it to depart for the daylight realm was soon upon us.
Wisps of cloud melted before the warm radiance of the rising Sun. Fog slunk away like a guilty feline. This was the time when the city held a moment of silence to usher back in the light. The night was gone, but it would be back soon. Its mark could be seen here or there now that the gloom could not mask the damage. Subtle, but easy to see if you've been here long enough. Like a slow rot, the city reclaimed a little more of its surroundings with each sunset.
Blaming my lack of sleep, I likened the freeway to a giant python, constricting the city in its grasp. I glanced to my large passenger, eying the unmoving hands in his lap. He was equally capable of choking the life from me if I wasn't careful enough. I wouldn't accomplish anything were I too careful, however.
We followed
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Distantly, lost souls cried into the night of a world that they had become detached from. The mournful sounds called unintelligibly like some otherworldly flock of demon gulls. I wondered if they heard themselves. They surely didn't see what we see. They don't think what we think. That was exactly what I was counting on, at least.
Stifling a yawn, I stared through the faded and peeling green, iron gate at the decrepit brick building rising into the gloom. It was terribly late. I should be in bed, not hunting down a madman an hour before sunrise. I was expecting the Asylum to be staffed with only a skeleton crew at this odd hour. From the desolate look of things, I wasn't going to be disappointed.
I ignored the visiting hours sign and jammed a thumb into the nearby intercom. It was a few minutes before a raspy, male voice cut through the static-flooded connection. It was drowsy, yet annoyed. I must have interrupted a nap.
"'ey, visitin' is at eight sharp. Come back later."
Pressing in t
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Streetlight filtered through the dingy window of the bar, capturing a wisp of cigarette smoke that took forever to settle. The light's sole purpose it seemed was to cast shadows. Not that you'd want to see your surroundings in detail. Not here. Not this town.
Evening in the city was vampiric, slowly draining those that called the realm of daylight home. It fed on your emotions until they barely surfaced. It wiped the expression from your face and weighed your eyelids down. That is, until you fit in with the atmosphere. Became a part of the night.
I don't remember why I had come to this city. I wanted the hell out, but I couldn't leave. Not yet. The earliest memory was upon my arrival and it involved a hellish accident on the freeway. I was speeding like the rest of the commuters when I was cut off by a jerk in a beemer, causing me to swerve and clip a mobile home that was being transported in the next couple of lanes. The driver of the mobile home veered, crushing a small sports car be
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Seeing Through
I've never felt the eyes
of the many distant souls
until you said what you did.
Brought to life in your throat,
shaped smoothly with your tongue,
carried forth between your lips,
Those gentle eyes found purchase
and I discovered myself speechless;
impossibly basking, I was silenced.
I couldn't say a thing
for my heart wasn't used
to such a feeling.
I hope that it never is.
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Lady of the Mist
She walks there through
The curling fog
Her heart as cold as ice.
Who would have thought
Such darkness lay
Behind a mask of light?
Though she will not love
I can love her still
Though I cannot touch her
I long for her still
Though she ne’er will again
Share e’en a single kiss
I will help her, love her still
My lady of the mist.
Her heart is trapped
Deep within
The armor of the mind
And she must learn
The sacrifice
Is the taste of love’s lament
She can justify
Her every thought
emotional defenses set
But she cannot truly
Know that which
Against she defends herself.
Though she will not love
I can love her still
Though I cannot touch her
I long for her still
Though she ne’er will again
Share e’en a single kiss
I will help her, love her still
My lady of the mist.
I love her so
And she loves me not
But that shall not daunt me
For it is not
Her love I seek
A treasure I do not want
I shall chip away
The barrier
Crack open the stone
To reveal
The gem within
The bea
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Cliff Hanger
Hanging off a cliff
with a narrow ledge of hope as her only foundation
willing to jump off and shatter her heart beyond repair
if it means keeping herself from another round of love's humiliations.
She's held on so long
to a love that has no hope for return,
time's warnings have finally become clear
that perhaps this is one bridge she must finally burn.
No more treading on thin ice
making sure she doesn't say the wrong thing,
she might as well just break the glassy surface
and see what taking such an icy plunge will bring.
Love can blossom exceedingly well
when tended by rays of commitment and drops of affection,
but will sooner wither and rot
when covered by the darkness of uncertainty and confusion.
So jump, or slowly climb back to life
ironically she does not give herself this decision,
instead, that power lies with him,
it is him who makes the first incision.
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I'm a C minor person
United States
Current Residence: UIW
Favourite genre of music: It is a variety, and I am always open to new stuff!
Favourite cartoon character: Rafael froom TMNT, Wolverine, Gambit, Rogue, Bugs Bunny, Ichigo, and of course Kon!
Personal Quote: "Sweetness!"
  • Listening to: my i-tunes
  • Watching: the screen
So I is back after a long vacation....
Can't wait to submit some work.....


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Candy-Matthews Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the :+fav:! Much appreciated!
DreamerzSonata7 Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2010
NP! ^___^
ShadowWolf3117 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2009
Thanks for the fave on my Hawks! :DD
manicouch Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2009
Thank you so much for the fave! :]
DreamerzSonata7 Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2009
You deserved it!
ShadowWolf3117 Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2009
Thank you very much for the fave :D
DreamerzSonata7 Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2009
You deserved it! ^^
SteveJones313 Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2009  Professional Writer
Just a've been here a bit now. I think you can promote yourself from the rank of "New Artist" to "Artist" by now :p
DreamerzSonata7 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2009
Thanks for reminding me! I will do that asap
SteveJones313 Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2009  Professional Writer
:lol: just thought I'd point it out :lol:
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